I'm at work, ya ya ya, I shouldn't be writing, but I'm on lunch, and it's only for a minute, and I ain't gonna charge them for me to write in this thing.
I'm taking a nice gander at how I got here and where I'm going. My potential for possibilities has risen greatly. Here I am, good job, and wide open ocean of opportunities ahead of me. My lack of getup and go has been daunting to my own strategies, as I was (unfortunately) relying on my ability to dance and run to keep my from becoming lazy. The new goal of gaining some ground on a mental capacity has increased greatly. Certain things need to happen, and happen soon if I'm to accomplish half of the things on my list before the end of the year.
Currently, I'm looking for a place to move. I hate looking, but I'm also very hopeful. I've got headshots now, and I'm looking at wrapping that up and seeing where that path leads. My ankle is still busted, which sucks, but I get it. I see the lesson in that I should slow down, focus and not rely on physical strength or physical activity to distract me or build me up. I need to use my own mental resources and be more aware that I'm worthy of myself and that around me. Building my confidence up, and/or, realizing my own true confidence is there without using exercise to stimulate it, well, that's a tough task. I'm getting there, which is awesome. I have plans for May and June, and it's going to prove interesting.
I miss Motion Capture, Dancing, and Running... truth.
I'm grateful for work, a bed, and food.
Security in myself has increased greatly. I'm happy about that... and happy/content, in general.
Being happy/content is an awesome feeling. So is the potential for great things happening in your near future. Not being able to be active stinks. But it's good that you are able to use the time to stretch out your brain muscle. Totally rooting for you doll :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Candy. I seriously enjoy your blog. It's very insightful and, on a weird level, inspiring? Sure, let's go with that.
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