I'm lazy. Well, not lazy like "fat guy watching tv" lazy... and not "sit around in my underwear playing video games all day lazy." I'm a genuine kind of lazy that actually tries to do something to benefit my mind and abilities each day. Right... I know that doesn't sound lazy at all. But the truth is, if it's TOO much work, I won't do it. I draw, photoshop flyers/pictures, animate and web design, and do random art searches to help me become more profeccient in my skills. But if it just seems like too much work I won't do it. Which of course, most people already knew about me. The reason I write this now, is cause I've actually been looking for a job. I mean, don't get me wrong, I've been looking, just being overly picky about the right job, if any for that matter. But now that I'll be moving I feel that I should be more responsible and actually have a real job. The problem is, as I look at some of these jobs on monster.com I realize that I just don't have the right skill sets for some of these jobs. Plus the ones that I might actually qualify for... their just way too much work. I mean, seriously... that's a lot of work. I don't want to be responsible for that much. I know it sounds horrible, I'm well aware of that. But I want to have fun in life, not sit behind a desk and crunch numbers and do things that are boring. Sure, ifI have to do that for a little bit I will, but I'm not gonna do it for long. Only long enough to get mine; pay off the small amount on my car, save up and travel the world, or find a better job that would be way better suited for me and my wants/needs.
Personally, I think there are only two jobs that are best for me. One is being the CEO of a company. If I own the company, I don't have to do anywork. I just have to show up. Like Bruce Wayne (such a nerd reference) I wouldn't have to do anything but show up to a few meetings, sign a couple papers and then I'm out the door to enjoy life. The only other job that is still a dream, is to be an actor. I've been on sets before and it's great! Walk up, say your line, be in character, show these feelings, easy. I love it. Of course, it's a slow process and not EVERYONE gets in, I will of course do it. But in the meantime I need a real job to counteract the other "fun-ness" that needs to happen.
I know I'm not entirely lazy, and I know for sure that I'm not lazy when I work... okay maybe sometimes... but not all the time. Work needs to get done, I get it done. Nuff said right? I'm just lazy trying to find the right job. One that isn't so demanding. I suppose I shouldn't be so picky though. Eh... I think I just convinced myself to apply for the tuff jobs anyways. Who knows, maybe it pays enough to buy a small company that I can be CEO of. Hahahaha.
“We are the music makers, and we are the dreamers of dreams” -Arthur O'Shaughnessy
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